Fifth Station of the Cross
Courtesy Catholic Virginian
Seven decades suffering, loads of grief I’ve born,
My back is almost broken and the heart of me is worn,
What might the weight of wood have been? Not heavier than those,
I am no god to shrug them off; You rolled a stone and rose
See these bloody balks of wood?—He bore them on His shoulder—
Help me with the smaller beam, not all of it, a corner.
I felt the solid heft of it, a portion of the length,
It crushed me to my knees and it took away my breath
It crushed me too, my brother, the weight is grief and sorrow,
Earth’s unholy trinity: the past, today, tomorrow;
Murder and indifference, dominating pride,
Hate and lonely avarice, joy and love denied
But if you want another load, here’s My orphan lamb,
I slung it round my shoulders, a shepherd called I Am.
I lifted up an infant as heavy as the cross—
That is the lamb of innocence, the name of it: Love Lost.
It’s heavy as the other, take the weight away
Or I’ll be driven down like a billet in the clay;
Give me back my life again, maybe I can bear it.
It isn’t more than you can lift, but even so I’ll share it.